lifesong
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
You weren't thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Always someone there
And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on and i'll lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
Goo Goo Dolls
- Black Balloon
Monday, May 25, 2009
-5/25/2009 09:59:00 AM
i've shifted to http://mons-ta.livejournal.com
i'll still be keeping this blog incase i figured to come back here again :DD
Monday, May 18, 2009
-5/18/2009 01:45:00 PM
Music playing | Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same
A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me wanna run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I, never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink, to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But, love remains the same
Find a place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city bus sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blurr
They're all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I, never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink, to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But, love remains the same
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me now
We shall overcome
So all that's left is praying
But we, should have had the sun
We could have been inside
Instead we're over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I, never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink, to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
as if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same
Sunday, May 17, 2009
-5/17/2009 11:24:00 PM
Music playing | The Fray - You Found Me
MISERABLY BUT STILL, <3!
although times like this i wish i could just live in denial and disappear
these people in my life will never allow me to
and i'm thankful.
i've got the best company i'll ever ask for to have spent my past few days with.
great company with *ahem* on Saturday at home along with our favourite KFC meal
finger licking good while watching the recorded tape of Michelle Chia's wedding.
seriously, nothing beats that.
thank you for dropping by sweets (:
later at night was Kao's advance 21st celebration.
can't wait for the coming Friday (:
today, i made it happen finally !
weather was good, went swimming with CHERYL!
cycled all the way down together to CCK's complex
then dinner at "Nyork Nyork" at Lot1
love the passtaa
love the candy floss even morreee. hahaha
i had like 3 of it, i'd have had more if CHERYL didn't stop me... HAH
really had a good time on and on
though i admit there were times my mind strayed alittle
thinking bout stuffs that annoy me but hurtful at the same time.
it's just depressing thinking about it.
there ain't much for me do anyway
will set my mind off them and continue with my life positively
and just hope things turn out fine eventually.
maybe i've been trying too hard
till it might seems like the other way
which ever way, but not the way i want it to be
this is so sad
Saturday, May 16, 2009
-5/16/2009 12:04:00 PM
Music playing | Chris Botti - Someone To Watch Over Me
weekends are finally here
i can't wait for the coming holiday to come.
school, PP and FYP just turns me off.
my guitar string just snapped snapped snapped !
argh i hate it whenever it happens.
weird thing is i've always have more of the urge to play it
whenever it's in a state like this. haha
feeling too lazy to fix it anyway. period.
whenever shit or anything happens
i find it most comforting blogging cause i can spill out all my hidden feelings.
and *ahem* for the one who always come into my mind first.
so honoured or what? hehahaw :D
sometimes i do wonder
what will it be like if without the important ones in my life
and not the ones who are always hurting and irritating the shit out of me instead
sigh, i think i'll just die on the spot of heart attack.
woohoo can't wait for Kao's celebration tonight !!!
ridiculousness
Sunday, May 10, 2009
-5/10/2009 10:37:00 PM
Music playing | Celestia - I Feel Strange
Friday night out with Cheryl and Derrick.
Went to Ikea.. Superb beehon and fried chickenwings at Holland then B&J's at Dempsey.
And I think I saw
someone's old flame there.
Whatever it is, it was a simple Friday night with them.
Nice and sweet
Eversince school started and not forgetting FYP
Just feel like I'm stucked.
I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything.
Time is running and I'm still the same.
Just, what the fuck.
Chasing shadows in my mind
-5/10/2009 01:54:00 AM
Monday, May 04, 2009
-5/04/2009 01:01:00 PM
Music playing | Vertical Horizon - Best I've Ever Had
6th

will never forget the look on her face after she bought her favourite dao huay haha
Cycling and prata @ Bukit Gombak !

Been cycling with my closest friends the past few days together.
And it was really fun.
Though scandal injuried himself abit..
Other than that, really enjoyed myself.
On the other hand, I'm seriously very broke now.
I've got to save up to pay a fine..
And I've just bought a pair of shoes at Metro warehouse @ Expo.
And some stuffs for baby..
The pay for Singtel job have yet given to us.
So... I'm just waiting.
And saving.
bubble wrap me
don't wanna fall and break apart
Thursday, April 30, 2009
-4/30/2009 11:43:00 AM
Music playing | Lifehouse - You're All I Want
Singtel Promotion ~ Take a look sir ?
Spent my last weekend working for Singtel giving out flyers at WestMall area.
Was not bad but really tiring because of all the walking the whole day.
Starhub people just had to stand at a spot and give out flyers
But we had stay in a group and walked like everywhere.
Ohwells.. I need the cash anyway..
I'm glad it's a holiday tomorrow.
I've been dozing off almost everynight once I lie on bed.
Like last night, I just dozed off into lalaland with my lights on. Gah
Anyhoos, long days to come from now on.
Got FYP, PP, CE points to be done.
Sigh
Happy 6th month BputBput ((;
Loves the bag
<3 you much much.
hatred
still stays in me
the sight and thought of you
still makes me sick
and i realise
i still despise you as ever.